Susan, I miss you more than you know. My hurt is big and will never go away. I wish you could come back, to talk to me, to tell me why!! Please? I need you!!!
God please help me!!!
I dedicate this blog to you, my sister, my best friend.
God Bless~
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Susan, my sister :(
Today, well it is for another minute here, Saturday, the 23rd of October, marks the second anniversary of my sister's death. It's been a sad day for me. I miss her so much. I miss her calling me or texting me. She always ended the call or text with, "Sis, I love you the mostest." Why did she do what she did? Could I have stopped it? I ask myself that all the time. I know others who have family members commit suicide, feel the same way, like we could have prevented it. I don't know. I will go to my grave wondering that. Maybe I was a bad sister. Oh how I wish I could see her again, one more time, to hug her, tell her I loved her.
Susan, I miss you more than you know. My hurt is big and will never go away. I wish you could come back, to talk to me, to tell me why!! Please? I need you!!!
God please help me!!!
I dedicate this blog to you, my sister, my best friend.
God Bless~
Susan, I miss you more than you know. My hurt is big and will never go away. I wish you could come back, to talk to me, to tell me why!! Please? I need you!!!
God please help me!!!
I dedicate this blog to you, my sister, my best friend.
God Bless~
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I'm so sorry Deb. I hope we all get the answers we need when we leave this earth. There are so many things that haunt me. Life is hard and so very unfair to many of us. I am sure she knew how much you loved her, she just couldn't see any other way. Thinking of you sweetpea...I love you.
Oh hon, I didn't know this and I'm so very sorry. I agree with jojo...hopefully we will get the answers one day.
Sending you big hugs...
Oh Deb, I'm so very sorry to hear this. Praying for you and your family on this and all other difficult days.
I cannot speak for her, nor am I trying to, but the words, "Sis, I love you the mostest" shows you how she truly felt, and in my opinion, that says it all. It says tenfold that you not only were NOT a bad sister, but that you ARE an amazing one.
Hugs and prayers for you.
There are some hurts even the best sister in the entire world cannot fix. Such sad things in this world, some hearts cannot contain it.
Wishing you strength and the ability to remember your beloved sister without remembering the pain.
So sorry Deb - I can't imagine going through this! -D
Thinking of you today and always, may your memories outweigh your sorrow.
Blessings,
susan
Debbie Jean, I'm so sorry about the loss of your sister. I want to assure you that her death was NOT your fault. She obviously loved you very much.
Praying for you, dear one.
Hugs...
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