Doc's appointment and it's 55 degrees!!!!

Oh my goodness, it feels heavenly out today. It's 55 degrees outside and I am LOVING it. Of course they are calling for cold weather again in a few days but oh my am I loving the 55 degrees outside!!

I had my doc appointment this morning, and was NOT late, but was 15 mins early!!!! LOL. I asked him about him refusing to see me last time, and he said it wasn't him, but the office did have a new policy about tardiness. I showed him a pic of my finger on my cell phone, and he was upset they didn't let me see him. He thinks it is 1 of 3 things I had. Gout, which he is getting a uric acid blood work test to check, cellulitis, which, I healed myself, or lupus. He is leaning towards lupus, as I have the rash on my face, and other symptoms also. I have been having some chest tightness, wheezing, so he got me to go get a chest xray. He gave me a B-12 shot. I have eczema in my ears!! So we gave me a script for ear drops. I told him about maybe needing to increase my antidepressant and he wants me to wait until spring arrives for good, as he thinks, it's seasonal and upping it, will only cause me to be more tired. That I do NOT need. I know, I don't feel well, and hope we can get this figured out. Keep me in your prayers please. I want and need to feel better. Thanks for all your kind words, without y'all I am not sure I'd get thru all this. Thanks for sticking with me.

I will end with another pic of Daniel. He's a doll baby!!



Oh and soon, 3 weeks or so, I will have a new grandson, Brice. Here is a pic of my son,Jeremy his daddy and my daughter in law,Amanda, with Brice inside. I can't wait!!



God Bless~

Thank you..

I want to thank all my blogger friends for their sweet comments since my last blog. It's so good to know there are people out there who care. I am glad that you will take the depressed Debbie, as well as the happy Debbie. It's been a tough winter for me. I so wish I was healthy enough to work, to get out of the house more. I have cabin fever so bad. They said on the evening news that this has been one of the coldest winters on history. That with the loss of my sister, being sick at the holidays, our finances, health, etc., I guess I have some depression going on. I do take a antidepressant but am going to talk to the doc about upping it. I just don't feel good, or right. not sure what's going on, you know, when something isn't right? I have that feeling. Maybe it's menopause. I am 53. I don't know. Bear with me, please. I don't know what I would do without all my blogger friends. I love you all. I need y'all in my life, so stay with me, friends. I hope soon, the happy Debbie is back.

God Bless~

Life

I really need to blog, as I haven't in almost a week. I have had a "not so good" week. Lots of pain, both physically and mentally. The neuropathy is kicking my butt and for some reason, my sister's death has hit me hard. Maybe I thought it wasn't real and I'd wake up and she'd be here, but I realize it really did happen and she's gone. I miss her, I miss her a lot. I ask why also. What could I have done differently, to help her. I want to talk to her again, see her again and help her. I can't and it's killing me.

I also have this sinus, asthma thing going on. I can't wait till summer. But it's cold and snowing here today. I long for the warm days, and the sunshine, so I can sit outside. It's only February, I know. Lots more winter left in Ohio.

I wanted to share with you a new pic of Daniel. He's 7 weeks in this pic. Look at that grin!!!! He's a keeper for sure!! They sent some pics of the girl's that I need to scan to show you. Just pretty sister's he has!!



I hope everyone is having a fun, warm, and happy weekend. I will try to do better with blogging. I just hate to bring my depression here.

God Bless~

My finger..

I haven't blogged about my finger, so I guess I better since I have had inquiries on it. Thanks for caring bloggers!!!

I had a Dr. appointment on Wednesday for my finger, and my normal 3 mo check up. I arrived 5 mins late and they refused to see me. Now, I have been with this doc for 11yrs now. I arrived late because we had a high wind warning and the winds were at 67 MPH. David has COPD and the wind made him move alittle slow. I can't drive, because of my diabetic eyes. Also the receptionist was on the phone for a few Min's and I stood there to check in. David was beyond mad. So, I can't get in until the 25th. My finger is doing better, not red anymore, alittle swollen and sore. If it gets bad again, I will go to urgent care or the ER, before the 25th. David is really going to give the Dr. a talking to.

I hope everyone is having a great weekend. Mine is quiet so far. David works weekends, so I am alone all weekend.

I will try and blog some more later, but I wanted to let those who asked about my finger. Thanks guys!!!

God Bless~

Happy Valentine's Day!!

I would like to wish all my blogging friends a very Happy Valentine's Day!!

God Bless~