I need to blog, as it's been a few days, but I don't know what to say really. It's kind of sad for me, as I will not have any of the kids here with me for Christmas, and we can't travel 2 hrs north to Carrie's because of our car. It would never make it. We need a new (used) vehicle so bad. I didn't think that it would get David to work this morning, it sounded so bad. Of course it was 5 below 0 with wind chills of 30-35 below 0. It is way cold, and I hate it!! I didn't sleep last night and have been up since early. I have gastroparesis, another diabetic disease, and my tummy feels real bad today. I am in the dumps, and need some uplifting. I know that there are others out there having a tough holiday also, so I know I am not alone in this. I love Christmas, but I am ready for it to be over with this year. I wish Santa Claus could bring us a van, used, old, just running good, so I could get out of the house. I am going stir crazy, and the 4 walls are closing up on me. David is off next 3 days, maybe that will help.
Sorry, I am in quite of a crappy mood, I usually try to keep this upbeat, but I don't have it in me today.
If I don't blog again, I wish everyone a Merry Christmas!! I will be OK. Tomorrow is a new day!!
God Bless~
Debbie
5 comments:
aw Deb dont feel you need to be upbeat if you arent! Blogging helps get the bad stuff out. I feel ya with the Gastroparesis, it isnt fun. I am thinking of you today and everyday. Give David a hug from me. Also look at my myspace, katie took a pic of Deb in snow LOL you'll giggle.
Keeping you guys in my thoughts.
I hope you still have a very merry Xmas!
Hugs...
Hallie
Deb,
I'm so sorry you are feeling so down right now. Please know I am thinking of you and that I can relate to so many things that you are talking about. There is nothing easy about this disease and you have every right to be mad, sad, upset at what it has taken away from you. It seems to get especially difficult at this time of year when we start to reflect on the last year and wonder what the new year holds for us. It's scary to look ahead...hell it's just plain scary. BUT, you are not alone my dear Deb. Thinking of you and David and sending you happy thoughts ;) Love you...
Debbie, sending you, David and the furkids lots of hugs to last you through the Christmas season. Our blogs are ours to do with what we want/need to. If we were always Merry Sunshine, it would get old. Real friends share their hearts. Take care and feel better soon!
Hang in there Deb... Hug David and the furbabies close and enjoy the love that you all share and celebrate that. The weather will change, that vehicle will find it's way to you with all your readers wishing good things for you. Holidays are especially difficult sometimes, but you've got folks pulling for you.
Helen
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